a new year to begin with.

okay so i havent blogged for a long long time. 2004 has passed. nows the time to embraced 2005. well the starting of the year wasnt an exceptional one. countdown to 2005 was a flop. next was an arguement that went bizzare. to summerise it was downright shitty. we havent been talking since that day. im jus waiting for the day im able to let go of everything. letting him know that im nt a pushover.my life now after the o's has been subtle. like hmm dont have much to do at home. the weather's so cold. it's been raining for some time. guess the innocent victims in the tsunami disaster are grieving. my deepest empathies go to them n their families. sigh another tragic disaster. the only diff frm the 911 disaster is this is a natural one. hmm didnt find a job. too lazy to do so. feel so lonely right now. like my life revolves arnd doing the same old vicious cycle. friends seem to be drifting further and further away. sadly. every morning i'll just wake up with a stupid feeling of neglect and loneliness. this 2005, i do not have a resolution or an aim in my life. sad huh? well but i will get outta dis dumb depression soon. hopefully.